I can't seem to stay happy for more than a moment.
and its my fault, but I wish it was yours.
Oh, how I want it to be yours.
I'm the one who wiped this smile off my face.
I chose to take you in because I thought I was alone.
I thought I'd always BE alone.
So there you were ready to be with me.
you should have said that that it was nothing special.
you should have told me you give yourself to anyone with the mind to take you.
you could have warned me that you've got nothing left for me.
and honey, I thought if I gave you enough you might give somthing too.
but I ran out.
And I started to want somthing back.
but thats not how it wo